Monday, August 17, 2009
today, i sent my best friend off at the airport.
its been 6 years since we first talked, since i made my first friend from the yf, and since that first conversation, my life has changed.
i thank God for blessing me with such a wonderful brother, whom im not worthy of, whom i dont deserve. he taught me so many things, including how to love and how to care.
i miss the many nights of endless conferences, times where we would go to church extremely early, before the gates were open and the lights were on. the many breakfasts we had together (for about 4-5 years worth!) where it never felt like a routine to me but rather something that i really treasured each week. the countless movies, dinners, cooking sessions, etc.
i have gone through many ups and downs in the past 6 years of my life, and besides God, he was the next one that was always there for me.
though at many times i may have been selfish, but he was still my brother that i always looked up to. we share so many common interests and this unexplainable bond which i treasure dearly and currently miss.
today, after knowing him for 6 years, i send him off for 4, and i look forward to the next 60 and eternity to come.
thank you wenyao for being a brother, teacher, a friend, and so much more(:
Psalm 27
Of David.
1 The LORD is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When evil men advance against me
to devour my flesh,
when my enemies and my foes attack me,
they will stumble and fall.
3 Though an army besiege me,
my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
even then will I be confident.
4 One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.
5 For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.
6 Then my head will be exalted
above the enemies who surround me;
at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make music to the LORD.
7 Hear my voice when I call, O LORD;
be merciful to me and answer me.
8 My heart says of you, "Seek his face!"
Your face, LORD, I will seek.
9 Do not hide your face from me,
do not turn your servant away in anger;
you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
O God my Savior.
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,
the LORD will receive me.
11 Teach me your way, O LORD;
lead me in a straight path
because of my oppressors.
12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
for false witnesses rise up against me,
breathing out violence.
13 I am still confident of this:
I will see the goodness of the LORD
in the land of the living.
14 Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.
1:01 AM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
slower, stupider, now who knows whats next. haha):
Oh, to see the dawn
Of the darkest day:
Christ on the road to Calvary.
Tried by sinful men,
Torn and beaten, then
Nailed to a cross of wood.
This, the pow'r of the cross:
Christ became sin for us;
Took the blame, bore the wrath—
We stand forgiven at the cross.
Oh, to see the pain
Written on Your face,
Bearing the awesome weight of sin.
Ev'ry bitter thought,
Ev'ry evil deed
Crowning Your bloodstained brow.
Now the daylight flees;
Now the ground beneath
Quakes as its Maker bows His head.
Curtain torn in two,
Dead are raised to life;
"Finished!" the vict'ry cry.
Oh, to see my name
Written in the wounds,
For through Your suffering I am free.
Death is crushed to death;
Life is mine to live,
Won through Your selfless love.
What language shall I borrow to thank Thee, dearest friend,
For this Thy dying sorrow, Thy pity without end?
O make me Thine forever, and should I fainting be,
Lord, let me never, never outlive my love to Thee.
5:20 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
going selangor for competition tmr. will be back on monday midnight!
sucks to know that we're drifting apart.
no yf no ss this week! no frisbee omg.
sucks sucks round of 4!
12:19 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Hebrews 2.
1Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.
2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
(2 Cor 4:18 - So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.)
3Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
4In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood.
5And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons:
"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline,
and do not lose heart when he rebukes you,
6because the Lord disciplines those he loves,
and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."
7Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father?
8If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons.
9Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live!
10Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness.
11No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.
12Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees.
13"Make level paths for your feet,"so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed.
i need help! will reply... soon. (:
going selangor for fencing competition on friday after math paper.
cts now. BBCCU. hopefully! giving up on chem tml.
buying eb tml(:
really really want mercurial/talaria berry/white boots! no money): plus its limited edition and super pretty. ): ):
went to see nike sports tshirts and a hoodie super nice! its super ex. :/
physics paper made sense for once today.
need to go back.
everyday's passing too fast! dont want jc life to end so soon and become old.
march hols already packed.
really want to go sentosa to tan but no time.
i love being in school with all my friends.
im getting fat.
im getting fatter.
want to exercise more but i dont have time):
flicks are getting disgusting. ivp soon!
a divs. top4!
happy birthday wenyao and chuanling!
studying with my mom at plaza sing tmr.
j1 juniors are very cute.
i am hungry.
shall go school on thurs from morning till end of night study even though no school/no paper.
finally having some study mood. but only can activate in school library. die.
so many people i want to go out with and catchup):
i hate wearing watches.
12:28 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
MUST WIN DOUBLE HEADER TOMORROW! 2pm, 4pm.
chem SPA yesterday. physics SPA on monday.
enjoyed IG outing on thurs! lost earphones. saving up to buy EB!
new J1s are here for training!
synod camp on friday!
must study harder, train even harder.
ivp seems like a lost cause. a divs and selangor open!
common test in 3 weeks.
47 days to glory.
10:00 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2009
too stagnant and constant. have to improve everything! fencing, frisbee, studies. how come nothing's working): haha.
i will not sleep in chem lectures anymore!
will reply tags after i finish my overdue by one week chem SPA and gp essay.
8:17 PM
Monday, February 02, 2009
im dying under hw.
econs - 6 essays, 1 case study.
gp - 1 essay.
chem - SPA, tutorial, test structured essay qn.
thats all that's due tml, and i've done less than half. -.-
hw is killing me.
12:01 AM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
joy
haha both take the same time to load for me so i never knew which one's faster! haha.
samantha
haha thanks! yeah of course must study hard. you too! haha.
joan
haha you arent making sense =.= as usual like most of the time! but its okay :D
tayyi
yeah me too! haha.
sacha
haha you tc too! you didnt go back on friday for the cny thing! haha had school?
steph
i'll try. haha my montage is cheat one la. use software make one. just a bit ex to print out haha.
jean
yes i am! haha. alright hope to see you next month! haha you sure you want odac. its quite fun yes but very crazy. haha.
sarah
hello thanks:)
lihui
haha okay then i'll faster go back then we can take loads of photos and facebook okay:D
my temper's getting extremely short nowadays so i apologise to anyone in advance if i accidentally get pissed off or sth. hahahah.
that aside, its chinese new year! my long awaited long holiday.
the concert was great as usual:D dance was hot, odac was cute. and a lil touching. and stupid. as usual. haha. that aside, the wahsei and HAHAHA was damn funny. haha. kuma kesa and i (along with the entire pac) were like laughing our lungs out or sth.
skipped training (whoops.) and went back to nh for cny celebration instead! met up with the infocomm people, drfoo! haha. loads of old teachers. but missed jesse lim. yeah.
left 4 dead:D
anyway cny being cny, i've been spamming pineapple tarts and champagne raisin cookies which are so delicious, and i feel the fats everytime i eat one. gotta train harder for the next few months to remove any traces:D
watched some hk movie (i thought it'd be lame) with my parents and the girl in there (louis koo's gf) is extremely cute to the max like x100000.
ultimate!
10:09 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
chuanling
haha so cool?! but i like the video cos the rabbit's so cute:D haha.
tayyi
haha really? i never knew the old one was so laggy! cos it seemed fine to me -.- haha. okay glad this one's faster!
joan
laugh what what more?! haha. of course it rhymes dear.. its the same word =.= hahaha.
J2 feels sucky.
work hasnt sunk in, in even half force yet but the suckiness is creeping up to me.
trying to balance study days between studying and frisbee.
and i have no idea how im going to do 6 pullups by chinese new year..
2 cor 3:5
not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God.
11:45 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
yuki
haha long then special mah! never see so long before right haha:D
tayyi
thanks! but i dont think i want a benzene ring.. haha.
chuanling
haha complete opposite! so i dont feel so gloomy and blacky when i see my blog haha. the presto video? the cute cute rabbit one? haha how did you use that for invest video! hahaha.
lihui
haha yes i finally changed and updated after ages! (: haha its okay! anyway by time i ended the cca extravaganza thing ended also. haha.
haha im too lazy to upload photos.
im creating two huge collages to paste on my walls.. but its so ex to print them hugely! so im reconsidering.
haha novices today was crap. all the cj fencers didnt even make it past round of 32. which is not a very good sign. well. we thought we were prepared.. but oh well.
teams next week! :D
10:13 PM
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
colossians 3
1 Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at he right hand of God.
2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.
5 Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry.
7 You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived.
8 But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips.
12 Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.
13 Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.
14 And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.
11:20 PM
dont you think reading your archives sometimes make you flinch a bit and wonder, hmm. why did i ever post this when i was younger?
1:01 AM
naren
linked:D
nat
haha okay thanks:)
khai
linked:D and im lazy to blog about obs and ocip! haha zz :P
jr
more special! hahaha.
zhiyin
i where got punk! haha. im so guai:D
rachel
i wanted to go for chalet! in fact i went all the way to the mrt station.. but then the next shuttle bus was so long ago. so... sorry(:
lihui
busy! everywhere. :/ i want to hang out with you guys super soon!
desiree
linked! haha God bless you too! and yes i miss camp also(:
joan
i thought chickens dont make sounds?! haha you're absolutely random. haha okay its a good thing. i can laugh more:D
sam
yeah i miss camp a lot too! haha. i also want to stay longer.. haha.
jean
uh. merry christmas HAHA this is belated. yeah havent talked to you and a lot others for a long time!
chuanling
antipas:D the nicest group haha. i miss my hols too! well. i'm trying to revive my blog! haha. but laziness has a huge part to play.. and you sound very high. haha! :D
shantelle
haha shantelle and aaron theory! (: hmm yeah camp was good! but you can join us this year!
steph
i finally updated! :D hahaha.
vanessa
so do i. westmall! haha.
samantha
yeah finally updated after so long! im getting old haha.
okay step by step! post done, replies to tag done, next up will be photos.. if i can get so far.
im hungry again. this is retarded. im getting hungry like super often nowadays.
someone save me.... from my hunger.
12:43 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
everyone's talking about 08. haha. so i just want to type this down so i can look back and remember this year too.
08 has been an extremely weird year for me in many ways. the ups and downs were much more than i ever imagined.
i thank God for bringing me to cj. i still remember the first day i stepped in with adelaine and kerong and weijie and we were all saying we would never want to come back for 2nd intake cos we all wanted SA! but He has His wonderful plans and everything just works out. also to ig 30, 27, t15 and t16.
though i lost a few close friends this year, i thank God for bringing back other friends as well, esp those i've been praying for from time to time.
i think im getting old. seeing the youths and young kids in YF and during camp is extremely encouraging. yf had a huge number of youths for our first meeting yesterday, but i really hope this year would be different, that all of them would stay. cos its very saddening to see anyone leave, and most of the time they do.
this year, my new year resolution (anyway why do people only make resolutions in the new year?!) is not to bother about my alevels.
all i want for this year is to grow closer to God, and glorify Him in all that i do, and i'll just do whatever i can for the exams and leave everything else to Him. i hope im not typing this cos of any short spiritual high but cos i mean it.
to learn that everything's for His glory and not mine, to repent because im extremely unworthy, to have faith, let go and let God.
on the other hand, im sorry there are too many events to blog about! haha sorry thats what happens when i get too lazy.
millions of trainings, frisbee, winter league, OBS, batam OCIP, yf camp, fm open, christmas, stayovers at joan's house, beatrice's house and D's house, michael's birthday surprise, omega night.
haha its been a totally packed and fun holiday:D
i'll.... reply tags another day. why not all of you hope that day comes soon and not be as late as this post(:
10:18 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
im damn hungry now. i feel like eating curry chicken and KFC. my goodness.
im eating cereal now to appease myself.. i wish my cereal had banana. and more strawberries. its a mix.
its 157am now =.=
1:54 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
k7
yep:D haha now more partying cos we're promoted and no pw:D waha.
tayyi
haha i dont think 2 months possible. i havent played since weeks ago. lazy arh. and busy haha!
marianne
sorry lah! i dont update often nowadays. hmm but def got IG outing soon! after their alevels(:
lihui
your new blog! haha omg you've gone through 2 new blogs since you tagged. haha.
samantha
haha yep she's quite cute! haha.
steph
school's ended. haha.
lihui
updated:D
shantelle, jean, samantha, benita, joan, chuanling, lihui
haha yep! thanks loads all of you:DD at least all's fine now(: haha.
tayyi
haha my school this year no supp paper, no conditional promotion. but thank God for moderation haha.
cindy
haha no prob:D hahaha.
jean
faith and hope! haha yep i believe in that too:D i have some new wire in my mouth and it cuts my lip like crazy when i play with it:/ haha.
benita
haha thanks again:D yeah hor! i just realised dont have your photo =.= haha i'll go hunt wenyao's thingy for photos of your birthday.. with your photo. haha:D
11:10 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
hello i havent been blogging for eons. haha. im sorry. just lazy.
my hols are packed like crazy. i've obs and ocip batam next week and next next week, yf camp, chalets, and fencing training 6 times a week, excluding free fencing and frisbee 4 times a week.
hmm. im going to start studying next month. haha. i think.
i promoted:D
thank God. i think it was purely by His blessing. haha.
current affairs - A (okay this isnt counted. haha.)
math - B
econs - B
GP - D
phy - S
chem - U
it would have been fine without the S and U but well. i think i need phy and chem tuition. haha.
let me try to recall what happened in the past month.
OP's finished, so i've seen the last of PW. finally.
i went for a cat D referee course last monday, and its a waste of my 20 bucks (not that i paid for it, my mom/dad) but still. my goodness. haha. but queenie vanessa sherrie kahseng yuchen and i just went out lor. it was quite fun i think. haha.
we had surprise party for kuma many weeks back, and it was quite fun too:D buying the retarded stuff and going to his house quietly. sent bong off too, airport was really fun that day:D
went out with them again last thurs. we walked here and there but well. quite enjoyed myself. haha. went for frisbee at NP (i think im infiltrating there a bit too much.) and high school musical 3 and quantum with wenyao weisong and vanessa.
hsm3 was great yeah. but its the same storyline =.= they get this song, then they cant sing it tgt, then eventually they can sing it tgt. and gabriella always leaves so suddenly all the time. haha.
but, at least having a same nice storyline is better than quantum, which has NO storyline at all. its one of the worst shows ever :/ and most of everyone agrees with me. haha.
okay. its a bit wordy. to make up for my absence.. i think i dont have enough days to cover my trainings =.=
photo credits to wenyao and gwen. haha.
overdue pictures! from benita's 21st. weeks ago.
lunch at swensen's! after taking hours to decide where to eat. the burger was huge.
HSM3! the poster was screwed. haha.
11:08 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
i cant believe my physics and chem got the same marks when i studied so much bloody harder for physics than chem.
i cant believe the amount of careless mistakes i have.
i cant believe i failed my gp compo for the first time in my life.
i cant believe im friggin 3 marks away from a theoretical promotion.
im trying hard to believe God has His plans.
3:45 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
lihui
:D
joy
i thought candy will wreck your soul. icecream will too! haha.
samantha
im not what. hahah.
marianne
hahaha WELL. my promos just ended:D
nathalie
hello haha no prob!
lihui
haha next time you can go see! dec got two i think. feb got Adivs! all at clementi sports hall:D so near nanhua hahaha.
steph
yes he does. haha tudor voicu. haha.
samantha
haha yep it is.
sacha
hello:DD
shantelle
well after you said that i didnt update for two months. haha!
joan
hello:D
samantha
okay hahaa.
michelle
alright. haha added!
lihui
there! im no longer busy.... for now. :D busy playing hahahaha.
havent been here for ages. the tag replies are 2 months late =.=
promos are over:DDDDD
party like a rock star:D
haha hopefully i promote. then hopefully i improve. wahaha so many things i want to do!
then to get out off this pit.
(:
all random photos.. next time. loads to upload. i think. :D
5:25 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
our fear of loneliness is not actually fear of being alone but the fear that nobody wants to be with us.
sorry lazy to reply tags haha.
the musical's going to be great (hopefully)
13 sept
6-9pm
glory presbyterian church chapel
i think got free mooncakes or dinner or sth haha but thats not the point. go for the musical!
choir bbq was okay. i think i over ordered the food. haha but oh well.
wall-e was great:D i think the rabbit video before that was cuter actually but it was quite a great show i guess. and nice company also:D havent hung out for ages. haha. the video's below.
go watch must!
its the hols so i better use my time wisely to study for irritating promos okay bye.
1:13 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
avfc photos uploaded. haha.
school has been pretty retarded these days. both the friends (in a good way) and the lessons (in a not so good way).
hopefully i can buck up. 32 days to promos - trying to get a D average.
im aiming B for math and econs, C for GP, and E for physics and chem.
sounds a bit high.
but i hope i can haha.
pw has been draining recently. quite irritating.
hopefully my sept hols are put into good use.
i wonder if it would?
individuals. ;D
teams! with natsuko and yukari. my coach. haha.
9:37 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
stalker
haha so good? you can lend me your nametag and maybe i can get discount too:D haha ig30 go there after promos and everyone's exams! :DD haha.
samantha
uhh haha even if i can make icecream im sure it wont be as nice as haato's! hahaha.
shantelle
haha thanks of course nice lah got me inside haha. go next time with all of us okay! ahaha.
joan
hmmm maybe i dont take that often anymore! i used to go school with 106 also mah! not anymore so oh well:/ haha. if fate brings us tgt we'll meet or sth hahaha.
lihui
YES YOU DID hahaha thanks:D i dont know also but i never see you online lehh hahahaha!
sacha
yep:D then i can give you a super belated birthday treat or something(: haha!
michelle
hey(: haha.
lihui
haha stretch more! everyday in the toilet or before you sleep can practice hahahaha.
shantelle
yep updating now! finally hahaha. hope you arent sick anymore! been quite long alrd haha(:
samantha
haha yeah updating now! okay i will next time! hahaha.
okay i havent been posting for ages. sorry. really busy nowadays:/
quite a lot of stuff has happened i guess. haha as in events.
hmm my class went for national youth environment conference! mostly organised by cj. so k7 and i were facils for group EE3:D
was kinda fun. my group was not bad i guess. haha though at the start was extremely weird. cos i didnt know much about energy efficiency - only had the notes they gave us to bank on. but it was really tiring. i tried my best to keep awake but i think i slept throughout the minister's dialogue at the end hahaha.
hopefully EE3 can meet up one day! just made about 20 new friends haha. but too bad about 1/4 of the entire conference didnt turn up. after that rushed down to orchard to meet up with vanessa and weisong! it was really long since we hung out, and wenyao couldnt make it so its been longer since all four of us have been tgt! haha.
didnt manage to catch dark knight cos all the shows were full till the midnight one. so we decided just to have dinner haha. so we ate at some paragon place and i think we were all quite off cos very hungry hahaha. food was not bad, djmax is quite sick i think haha i'll never able to be so fast. then we went toys r us! just walked around and we played with everything hahaha.
yeah but it was pretty fun too. (:
had pesta sukan fencing team championships. our first bout was against blade club hahaha so we just fenced for fun cos the chance of winning was practically 0? there was some smu fencer (smu's pretty sick haha.), henry koh (blade club's coach and previously s'pore's no.1 foil in 2003 i think.) and weiwen (now's no.1 in s'pore epee. according to the latest nat trials haha.)
so we got thrashed like 45-10 hahaha. pretty expected. but the experience was not bad. i mean how often do you get to fence both of them haha.
so i still managed to go back for the last part of 1130 service. haato after that! but i was pretty drained. so just stoned there and ate my icecream. we had taboo! left pretty soon though. went back to supposedly study. joel was there. then i just like. fell asleep till 6plus 7ish.
jasmine came back too! (but she left already haha.) i realised 4/1 mostly goes out when she's back only:P
haha but i really missed catching up with 4/1! i think they're the best class ever! haha though we only play bridge and are super indecisive but its always fun with them hahaha. and we always make a lot of noise haha.
went island (AGAIN) with them, and just kept talking haha. too bad ade left before i came but i see her everyday so oh well. hahaha. okay sometimes i dont our classes are on opposite ends now. haha.
then the night jasmine left we all went to the airport after our school! quite cool haha i've never been to the airport in school uniform haha. had dinner and took loads of pictures (mostly not with me though haha) and just talked. cos we figured that it would really be quite some time before seeing her again now. yeah we figured that 3 times but this time really seemed final cos she's starting school.
oh well. miss her loads:/ haha.
one day we'll fly to england to see her hahaha. when we have enough money and when my parents allow.
then on the national day celebration we had this kuku walk from school to ccab. it was quite retarded and funny though haha. kept talking crap throughout with t15:D they're a great class too i guess(: we were quite high during the mass dance hahaha first time we danced with such enthusiasm! besides orientation haha. i mean our pe lessons it was quite sian hahaha.
went out for lunch and my first nc show in a cinema also:P love guru haha but its a waste of my money lah. its like damn retarded hahaha. and the sm girls behind me were like making weird comments so k7 and i kept looking at each other haha.
but it was quite funny i guess. no link show haha.
had smu's asian varsity fencing competition yesterday and today. i think yesterday during individuals i improved a bit compared to under17s. guoyang got to round of 16, where he got owned by weiwen haha. bjorn got to round of 32 where he got owned by weiwen too haha. i think weiwen has some fate with cj or something hahaha.
but today's team events was quite sian. like we lost smu B 44-45. hahaha quite close and tense lah. haha they caught up to 43-44 then double haha. never mind next time i guess;D went subway with kahseng after that and went home to sleep. many hours to catch up.
thats all i think. quite long hahaha. photos of all the events below:D racial harmony photos uploaded too. haha. (:
vanessa mine and uh. forgot. darius i think hahha. we saw the heart shape puddle on the floor quite cool hahaha.
sending jasmine off! weijie's masterpiece hahaha.
jasmine and ade(:
our last photo! haha okay for some time. not forever last!
then we were taking the super late train home. group photo can you see the four of us in the window! and four of them(:
after the ccab walk. haha me janini wilson and bjorn.
wall e:D joyce and i hahaha.
at island! when we havent met for so long hahaha.
hmm racial harmony!
my colour for this month haha. my blue's fading to green! and my bright green from last month's photo.. i didnt post. haha.
11:08 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
lihui
haha me too! oh no. one day we should play on viwawa together hahaha.
samantha
i just click then do my other stuffs lor. haha. then slowly got all the photos le.
joan
yes hahaha open your eyes bigger next time! and take more bus there maybe you'll see me more haha.
steph
haha no lah surpressing laughter wasnt that hard. i was too busy trying to rmb my lines. haha.
hanif
yes lets promote tgt okay:D hahaa. aim! B C D E S. haha confirm can promote.
joy
let's take the choochoo shoe to go to the icecream mountain:D haha you can be the icecream queen with the magical amulet haha. haato soon! when you free?
benita
yeah aaron eats the icecream. haha.
stalker
YES. faster go there and work hahaha so i get discount also!
hello hello:D
haha today was racial harmony day. so photos will be up soon(: when i get them from cheryl and gwen! haha.
today was a 5pm day and i ONLY had one lecture - physics, which was quite slack lah. and no tutorials. my goodness. i wasted my time. haha then again i didnt get silver for napfa again means i've to retake AGAIN. i got like A A A B E E.
so im like 2 cm for SBJ and 2 pullups away from a silver. and from two extra months in the army.
):
then again i dont know why i've got a shin splint and it sucks cos ive training tomorrow.
i think i entered level 2 of my braces cos the dentist stretched this rubberband across all my teeth and it felt just like day one all over again. for that 2 days i didnt like braces haha. okay now its fun all over again cos the discomfort's subsiding;D just one tooth that feels quite uncomfortable.
i've my econs and chem tutorial due tomorrow and i havent started and i feel like sleeping omg im so dead.
anyway back to today racial harmony was fun:D some of the models and classes were really cute and i think the skit was quite funny. like haha. the food too;D omg i better run tomorrow. :/
okay okay okay.
econs tutorial.
ig30 photos below! :D
IG30 at fish and co(:
jolyn and me:D
the enormously huge drink.
haha look at debra! she always has THE look on her face like she's very hungry and eyeing people's food! go check back the previous ig dinner at nydc and had the exact same photo with the exact same look! :DD
we dumped all our uneaten fries to bjorn cos we couldnt finish. haha.
okay we took many photos here haha. kept asking other people to keep taking for us!
then we have the 10 shot thingy like neoprint haha.
yep haha. hope kym comes back soon again so we can have ig dinners again!
and jasmine's back(: for a short while, but at least she's back! haha.
10:13 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
samantha
haha yeah wenyao takes photos of everything! haha.
joy
YAH. ask him hurry up hahaa and bring another camera so he can take again after we all change!
stalker
HELLO;D hahaha. let's go sentosa:D haha.
lihui
HAHA i think i only can add you if i see you online. if not i also dont know how to add. whoops:P hahaha. and thankyou(: hahaa.
steph
haha got no common test one? my results are... below. haha.
joan
yesss that is you! hahaha how i know. you either have the sian look or the blur look haha.
samantha
hello;D haha im updating now what. hahha.
benita
i koped from wenyao too(: hahaha.
lihui
hello:D
physics - S
chem - U
math - U
econs - D
GP - E
haha i wont say im very happy but im not very sad either. but must work harder for promos:D haha.
so many events since the last time i blogged - so there are photos of the 40th anniversary, youth sunday and the week after youth sunday!
the photos of the ig30 outing will be out soon;D haha.
im hungry): and my AQ isnt done. wenyao and crystal just dropped by! which is very random haha i think i look like a wreck. but it was nice catching up with them(:
anyway youth sunday and 40th anniversary photos credited to uncle pengmun and post youth sunday photos credited to wenyao:DD
so anyway youth sunday and post youth sunday was cool: esp the skit and humanoids haha. but i cant act for nuts so dont think i'll be acting for quite some time:D
then again maybe i should stick to the emo look and go church like that every week. haha i felt so sad you know i was walking to the toilet then there was this small kid that saw me then he ran away from me hahaha.
lectures have been sucky - i totally dont understand organic chem and superposition and international trade. so much so that i've to struggle to stay awake cos i dont understand a thing that the lecturers are talking about.
i read and read and read but totally dont understand.
hmm dinner with IG30. i really loved that dinner - it totally took away all my school thoughts and i just felt liberated. it felt like orientation all over again. honestly i STILL feel that i'm in the orientation mood, which is not good cos its end july already and its 11 weeks (74 days exactly) to promos.
i really hope i promote.
but thats not the point - managed to catch up with kym a bit. BUT WHY SHE LEFT SO FAST!
food was okay but i got full after a while and had to force myself to eat. so i dumped my food to bjorn:D haha.
but all of them had fun suanning me lah. hahaha. but i still love ig30:D too bad not all of them could go! it would have been perfect if all of them were there! (:
anyway photos next post. i promise!
okay go look through the photos. im hungry. and i should go do my AQ.
HAATO soon okay all of you.
the programme sheet for the service.
last rehearsal a day before the event.
rev yap the senior pastor! and the orchestra and choir.
voices of glory :D mr poon. haha his voice damn nice:D
most of the orchestra i think.
and the choir:D
okay now's the start of youth sunday. the humanoids. haha.
the worship team for youth sunday.
the dance people:D
and the youths! (:
930 service.
okay now's POST youth sunday! the skit. roy as old egg!
young egg (hanyang) and mom (amayong)
lydia as cheerleader/try hard
tayyi the overachiever. best conduct;D
tengjin the nerd. haha.
aaron the punk. remind me never to do this again.. i'll never get baptised/confirmed. haha.
all of us. jonathan the scriptwriter/producer.
some of the youths.
humanoids PART 2!
daniel chen my emo counterpart:D
so somehow i got roped to be a humanoid too.
humanoids + actors + some coaches:D
2:43 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
physics - S
chem - U
math - U
no good. ):
i expected physics to be U and chem to be S but oh well. math was sigh. i thought i could get better.
econs better turn out well - i studied hard for it.
GP.... :/
11:02 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
lihui
haha thanks! im much better now anyway:D just that school really sucked at that time! (:
joy
hello soon to be sky blue CHARLIE. choochoo shoe hahaha.
bjorn
first time seeing you seeing my blog also. hahaha.
samantha
haha okay! i'll tag soon! after i finish blogging(: hahaha.
vanessa
haha really? and when can we all go out! i've missed so many chances already:/ haha hope your papers were fine! (:
joan
hello! haha how come you went offline after i said i dont like marmalade! haha.
xueting
hello haha omg please. one day if he reads this..
im feeling talkative today. so you can skip everything and just look at photos or if you can stick with me....
(photos credited to wenyao! @ livingtestimony.smugmug.com i think if he charged ten cents for every picture i kope he'll be rich enough to buy more lenses now. thanks wenyao for the beautiful pictures anyway(: )
i got back physics and chem. S and U respectively. im really quite happy for my physics considering i didnt really study for it and the results across the level arent very good. like only one low A and the rest of the highest marks are Bs and Cs. and its the highest i've ever gotten for jc physics.
but chem, on the other hand.. well i wont say i studied hard for it but i studied more for it!
oh well. never mind. math was a stupid killer paper which i lost 60 marks when i stepped out of the exam hall. i THOUGHT econs was fine until joan started saying most of us didnt do well. i never thought gp was fine.
today's youth sunday! im very happy with the special items, minus the few hiccups here and there, i think we all did very well(: photos of special item up another time! and the humanoids statue advertisement thingy:D i took photos too! haha with the EMO KID hahaha. i think all of them looked very cool(:
after that went to play pool and slept. and went for movie with my parents! haha it was quite a retarded movie. :D
i'll miss playing the special item! oh well. NEXT YOUTH SUNDAY:D
oh yes it was the church's 40th anniversary a few weeks ago! the anthems were really nice i think. together with the orchestra(: and hongjie was in the orchestra! like the youngest kid there. i think he's damn cute too haha.
so i really really enjoyed it. even the speaker was good too. weisong's uncle! haha. the dinner was so so but i went out occassionally to talk to darius and joy and joan and the rest. in between the mega long wait for the next dish haha.
then we went haato after that! i had my double scoop and we played singapore taboo. haha. was very funnnn but i didnt take pictures haha. then uncle chengkim sent us back:D
i went for nic's 21st birthday party a few weeks ago, and it was great! esp the food and the company. hahaha. loads of photos from wenyao:D
gpc yf! :D or at least, the people who went. haha.haha thanks! im much better now anyway:D just that school really sucked at that time! (:
joy
hello soon to be sky blue CHARLIE. choochoo shoe hahaha.
bjorn
first time seeing you seeing my blog also. hahaha.
samantha
haha okay! i'll tag soon! after i finish blogging(: hahaha.
vanessa
haha really? and when can we all go out! i've missed so many chances already:/ haha hope your papers were fine! (:
joan
hello! haha how come you went offline after i said i dont like marmalade! haha.
xueting
hello haha omg please. one day if he reads this..
im feeling talkative today. so you can skip everything and just look at photos or if you can stick with me....
(photos credited to wenyao! @ livingtestimony.smugmug.com i think if he charged ten cents for every picture i kope he'll be rich enough to buy more lenses now. thanks wenyao for the beautiful pictures anyway(: )
i got back physics and chem. S and U respectively. im really quite happy for my physics considering i didnt really study for it and the results across the level arent very good. like only one low A and the rest of the highest marks are Bs and Cs. and its the highest i've ever gotten for jc physics.
but chem, on the other hand.. well i wont say i studied hard for it but i studied more for it!
oh well. never mind. math was a stupid killer paper which i lost 60 marks when i stepped out of the exam hall. i THOUGHT econs was fine until joan started saying most of us didnt do well. i never thought gp was fine.
today's youth sunday! im very happy with the special items, minus the few hiccups here and there, i think we all did very well(: photos of special item up another time! and the humanoids statue advertisement thingy:D i took photos too! haha with the EMO KID hahaha. i think all of them looked very cool(:
after that went to play pool and slept. and went for movie with my parents! haha it was quite a retarded movie. :D
i'll miss playing the special item! oh well. NEXT YOUTH SUNDAY:D
oh yes it was the church's 40th anniversary a few weeks ago! the anthems were really nice i think. together with the orchestra(: and hongjie was in the orchestra! like the youngest kid there. i think he's damn cute too haha.
so i really really enjoyed it. even the speaker was good too. weisong's uncle! haha. the dinner was so so but i went out occassionally to talk to darius and joy and joan and the rest. in between the mega long wait for the next dish haha.
then we went haato after that! i had my double scoop and we played singapore taboo. haha. was very funnnn but i didnt take pictures haha. then uncle chengkim sent us back:D
i went for nic's 21st birthday party a few weeks ago, and it was great! esp the food and the company. hahaha. loads of photos from wenyao:D
i managed to dig out this super old photo from super long ago! last time's sentosa(:
the food was damn nice. and there was a lot okay.
GREEN BRACES haha:D
tarzan and another green braces friend(:
tayyong's damn cute. haha.
the cream was mega lot and his face was like... creamed. haha. ignore my spastic face.
the chopsticks and forks were arranged really nicely. haha.
thats it! happy birthday nic:D
oh oh this was our youth sunday rehearsal a few weeks ago!
haha look at joan she has this mega ): face while singing and joy's giving her a cheekopei look. haha.
i forgot to take my orange last month. but its okay:D
photos of 40th anniversary and youth sunday and humanoids up another day(:
8:55 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
samantha
haha no lah:P not her actual boyfriend. haha!
lihui
hmm exams mah. can make you drop all your hair one. haha. :/
my midyears are totally gone.
as in. yes pun intended.
i think the highest i can aim for now is a what, B E S U U.
:/
changing my colour to green made me happier though. haha.
now to enjoy my few days of freedom before i get back my results and wallow in selfpity.
i waved to you in my dream,
but all i saw was a cold stare.
2:55 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
i was going through it.
so what happened?
i realised it too - everything's temporal.
if you're actually reading this, did you even notice?
chem today was):
math tomorrow's going to be )):
physics is going to be )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
if my heart has grown cold
there Your love will unfold
as You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
when I’m blind to my way
there Your Spirit will pray
as You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
oceans will part, nations come
at the whisper of Your call
hope will rise, glory shown
in my life Your will be done
present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
as You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
and my heart will find praise
i’ll delight in Your way
as You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
11:09 PM
midyears = in 12 hours = byebye soon = all U = no not all you.
please i hope i dont get lower than an average D or E.
and i want my econs A/B.
i dont want a U for anything other than physics.
please:DD
12:07 AM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
joy
yes yes choir is GOOOOOD:D
joan
haha hello short shoutbox person(:
samantha
haha yes yes we're choosing green next! my appointments next friday!
benita
yep it was fun! oh well at least we all went sentosa!
shantelle
hello:D haha alright linked!
joan
HELLO OUTSIDE IM AARON NICE TO MEET YOU:D haha. I KNOW WHO'S JOAN'S BOYFRIEND wahaha.
jasmine
hello! :D haha.
hmm went for cadet comp. not very good. :/ oh well. but only our national fencers won medals. haha. never mind i'll kick them up down left right the next time i see them. :D
time to start studying! wahaha. two days to midyears. SO MUCH TIME TO STUDY FOR H2s!
im so certain i can do so well.
i'll be very happy with a D average. but i want my A/B for econs. the rest uhhh. lets just aim to pass. haha.
NO PICTURES FOR YOU TODAY wahaha.
mediocre - i wonder how it would have turned out otherwise.
10:24 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
samantha
haha really? got so coincidental;D guess what colour im getting next month then! hahaha.
lihui
haha my exams again! i think im totally going to flunk them. i guess infocomm camp was quite fun(:
steph
haha i think after the blanks here and there its about 12 pages lah. but my handwriting was big and scribbly so i dont know. its the quality:P S for stephanie? haha.
dom
haha yeah there are a lot!
steph
haha lazy what! i dont really tag others anyway too. hahahaha.
tanya
hmmmm but weird timings are very fun:D hahha. oh man i miss all the meetings! and yeah i go jiang:D hahaha. used to! from like. p3 till sec4.
joy
hello:D haha we'll get our green braces soon! whooooo:DD then we must choose colour again! haha.
vanessa
yeah i guess all of us havent catched up for such a long time already! (: hope all of us can go out after our exams! :D
steph
yes you can, hahaha.
samantha
i just tagged! haha!
joy
haha yes yes first person! see it was fun right(:
lihui
haha hello:DD i think i should visit you guys soon after my exams! haha.
renu
haha i totally neglect and dont touch my links:D will relink! which school are you in now btw?
joy
how can you! you were filled with energy when i called you in the afternoon last time. while i was dying. oh no. i think im getting old:/
priscilla
relinked(: hahaha.
samantha
hello then:DD haha.
sacha
im updating now! YES we should go out! after my midyears! must(:
tayyi
yes i saw. BANKAI benzene ring. hahaha. you should go make onion ring one.
joan
hello:D SENTOSA:DD haha long so i dont need to keep scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and it looks unique(: haha.
joy
HELLO JOYOUS JOY AMAZING AARON IS UPDATING NOW:D
UP(17 JUNE) hahaha.
samantha
sounds so cool:D haha!
okay. i know i've been neglecting this place for close to a month.
BUT I HAVE MILLIONS OF PHOTOS TO MAKE UP FOR IT:D
all photos credited to wenyao @ livingtestimony.zenfolio.com, his many MANY thousand dollars worth of equipment,
and whoever took them. and my n82 camera:D
so forgive the long post.
so well let me try to think back in time..
i managed to go for dance concert. really missed all of them, though couldnt catch up with K7. yeah the concert was not bad. cj's first dance concert! but i really really reeeaallly liked their last time's syf dance. or so i think it is. the red coloured one.
but everything was okay i guess(:
managed to see rebecca and stephanie:D
they went out to town after that but i had church the next day so i decided not to go.
i went for infocomm camp before lockin nite. though i only managed to stay for a while, i managed to catch up a bit with yangping and sacha so im quite satisfied and quite enjoyed myself(:
but hope they'll all be more enthusiastic next time! haha.
then after i went home, i chionged for lockin nite. though it took many many late nights to prepare, i think it was really really fun. and i really enjoyed the first night's dom's worship too. and all the games! later all the photos will explain:D
but i really miss all my new friends:D okay fine its not new. but a newfound relationship, haha.
i skipped training on one day though. too tired to go. never mind! the KAP breakfasts made up for it too. haha. and we went deborah's house to watch win a date with ted hamilton and the swan princess! haha her mom's damn funny. keep asking us to watch documentaries cos the movies had all the uhhh. disgusting scenes.
but was quite scary lah. cos scared her mom got pissed. but well the company was fun! tanya jean jiahui dom jonathan deborah hanyang wilson jacob/joseph? (i forgot) and uh. should be all. and jiahui brought her nice jap food from waraku. haha.
so oh well. after lockin nite my hols felt quite empty and weird. okay maybe not. all the trainings, star2s, studies made it happy again. haha.
and yf went sentosa:D i really miss the past where we'll keep going and going and going cos its really fun! though a lot of fun people couldnt join us, had some new faces. which i guess its quite good:D im still waiting for pictures from our wonderful photographer. haha sorry i keep koping:P
but i didnt get my tan:/ oh well. but it was really fun! though i was sick then.
choir pracs have been fun too. and the mr poon guy has this sick voice and range. haha.
then again. im looking forward to youth sunday! :D
honestly i dont want school to start. yes i do miss every single one of them but school = exams and i really am tired of the whole lecture and tutorial repetition. and i havent had enough fun in the hols yet):
oh well. competition this thurs:D i think i'll get owned. haha.
photos below!(:
dance concert! didnt manage to take with the rest of them though:/
yangping! haha where's sacha:\ haha.
one of the last few lockin nite meetings!
celebrating choir's birthday babies in the past few months. which is only tayye. haha.
log preparation for lockin nite:D
games preparation! tanya was making the dough! but the first night people didnt get to play captain's dough;P which is a wasteeeee.
jean making the goo! with a spastic brush broom thing.
final setup of the pool station!
jon's the master at it. hahah.
the jet's magically floating wahaha. the spray was fun;D but i like accidentally sprayed myself many many times. haha.
the curtains! first night didnt have time to make so many. but second night we made a LOT A LOT. spent a lot of time putting it up. haha.
final meeting in the canteen!
terence's skit's final preparations.
final prayer before the whole event!
we were teaching them the kuku cheer thing i think. BUT ITS SUPER NICE.
ahhh cheekopei face. haha.
first night people:D
and second night people:D
ps wesley's lighting of the tiki torch.
the briefing.
young men and women, you face tough challenges ahead:D
OUR POOL STATION:D its the most fun confirm! we've got tarzan (tanya) jane (uh me haha) and GORILLA (stanley) so we could play the game perfectly;D
this is damn funny cos tanya has weird red eyes and stanley looks like he's peeing! :DD
the demonstration of the tarzan jane gorilla game!
and then we made them pull up their shorts for our viewing pleasure. hahaha.
and splash them a lot!
then we had the flourballoon station! i forgot whats the name in the actual game.
held in the toilets! but nic looks like another cheekopei. hahaha.
and then we had the goo game! VISCOSITY IS PRIORITY:D
and then the stocking game! stock siloso. haha. :D
nic looks damn funny! i dont know why. hah.
so they were made to do forfeits by the windmelites (actually its only jean i think. haha.)
so this was the 2nd night! i think this was the skit part. "we are very good friends!"
this is a priceless photo. haha.
the chipmunks. emo hoodies. haha.
we played the tangle game with them which we could never solve..
see the many curtains on the 2nd night! so many more! haha.
and then we werent lucid after the 2nd night and i found this staircase which said hi to me.
this was at deborah's house after we were watching movie! i dont know why its in my phone though. haha. 
during debrief! we had our icecream:D haha. i want to go for nicer icecream! wahaha.
thats it i guess. next time i'll blog the sentosa pictures! :D
your smile warms my heart.
2:26 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
10:29 PM
lihui
yep yay;D but now exams): haha actually it started today and its ending tomorrow. BUT it continues after my hols:/ i'll be trying to go for the infocomm camp! haha.
jenna
haha alright! linked(:
joy
no orange or noooo, i should take orange? hahaha.
beni
haha yes then wont grow fat and die!;D
joy
haha okay linked! now my blog's full of joy, haha. J-O-Y i've got joy in my blog! deep deep down in my blog! haha.
econs econs. i've studied for so long but i'm just not confident):
and gp today was :/ esp compre.
sigh wont dwell on it. going to study econs econs econs!
you know i think growing up's no good. as in, there's no substantial benefit (no PMB, no EMB and no SMB) like, all tv shows start off happy cos everyone's young, then when everyone grows up everything starts getting complicated and everyone becomes unhappy. which will lead to cost! (PMC, EMC and SMC)
so to reduce these negative externalities, i can use taxes, regulation, moral suasion and international cooperation with countries.
i cannot use bans as im not certain that SMC>SMB for all outputs of the good, and i dont think i can use marketable pollution permits since growing up's not a pollution.
sorry.
its the econs. :D
not many photos. but nat was cutting hair. haha. and we had log meeting. i have concluded that studying makes you grow fat and die. and island creamery's apple pie icecream is yum:D
7:23 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
ignorance is bliss;
who will you choose to sacrifice?
i miss t16, ig30, 4/1, infocomm, and yf last time. ):
everything in the past - nothing in the present.
sigh. im beginning to see a pattern here - i'll miss everything once every two months or something, haha.
8:55 PM